I Still Remember YOU............

It seemed like oh so many years ago....
That we thought things would never end...
Yet time has changed all that...
And I guess now we'll always just be friends....

I MISS our laughs and I Miss our tears...
Plans and promises we'll never keep...
Two SOULS once shared a reflection as one..
I pray one day again we  shall meet....

It may seem that NO longer do I care...
Yet my heart still calls your name...
Hoping your safe with DREAMS still in tow...
Still grateful that for a while I still came....

Life just flashes by, without you I often did cry..
But we were both young to bare our souls...
I wasn't perfect as you know.....
When LIFE was still a party to be told....

My DREAMS still hold your memory ....
As I toss and turn around a life passin by...
People have come and so many then do go...
Yet so often thinking about you.. do I sigh...

I've heard rumors about your new life.....
And I think maybe that could have been me...
To shower you with Light and Love...
Yet in the end I still set you FREE.....

Maybe I should have waited just a little more...
Because you gave me your heart and SOUL...
Before my tears flooded my bedroom floor...
Did I know of the loss and its taken toll....

With you Life was often a party for more than one....
Deep down though I think I always knew...
That although my future would be BRIGHT...
It would not be one,  I would have with you...

Yet I still often think of you...
When I drum up my DREAMS....
And together we held such LIGHT....
So many years ago does that seem....

So before I let you go...
There is something I need you to know...
And that is my heart still holds a place...
A harbor in which you can always come or go.....



Nerdmaste,

Jeffrey Louis Martinez